I laid down to dream and all I see is you.
long black dancing locks hiding two shades of blue.
they seem like diamonds.
crystal.
clear.
and blue.
porcelain skin pale snowy white as in my dreams I cannot ever forget about you.
you haunt me.
you confound me.
yet all I ever see is you.
tortured to remember all the times I wanted to be with you.
to be yours instead of someone else.
yet the Sea carries my tears away.
leaving me wanting you every day.
in my dreams I remember you.
memorize every detail.
how i caressed your every angle.
dreaming of you.
fantasizing.
knowing you were often in my bed.
like a lonely Texas angel.
but you from Toledo Ohio yet I see a endless blue.
my heart never stops beating.
cuz it knows it's meant for you.
yet my dreams they come and go.
but I can still see you riding me like a bull.
a bittersweet taste you given me yet I keep asking for more.
wanting you when my world is always on fire.
leaving me just to adore and desire.
yet the color blue is so calm.
my body feels on fire every time I look at you.
wanting you to knock on my door.
somehow come thru.
wanting heaven when hell is always with you.
see, you are the hot and I am the cold.
but every time I look at you all I see is Gold.
so I can't help if I love you too easy.
in the back of your mind I know it's hard to forget me.
but I'd die a thousand times if it meant seeing you again.
cuz I always loved you more than a friend.
yet I'd kill just to have you.
yet I dream just to be with you.
sleeping just to slip into my other world just to feel you.
just to have something real.
just to feel something that gives me chills.
when I wake I still see the blue.
the endless blue that reminds me of you.
©darkmocha
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