she's caused so much trouble!
look what I've created
I pick up the pieces, and I'm the one hated.
now the damage is done,
and there's no room for two.
ill need help i admit it.
need saving from you.
but I must say you saved me
I never felt lonely.
but now you take over,
and they all disown me.
I'm fighting myself
but im losing the war.
I'm constantly fixing the damage you've caused.
my worst fear is you,
they get close, i won't let them.
you break all you touch
so I try to protect them.
too tired for games
its now lonely just us.
you don't get too chose who I love, who I trust.
we all have worst fears.
ill share with you mine
she's been here for years
and I've lost track of time.
I know she protects me
slowly fade, i black out.
when I wake up shes left me,
fuck! where am I now??
you would not believe all the wounds shes inflicted.
more scars on my body, just like I predicted.
shes tarnished my name,
why can't anyone see??
shes plays dangerous games
but shes playing as me.
I created this person she stems from my dread
she knows every secret I keep in my head
she took all the parts everybody had broken
I let her inside, then the devil was woken
so please don't provoke her
I'm scared what she'll do.
if she can't get to me. then shes coming for you!
ill lead us from here
but I'm not saying go
split personality
when I need her she'll know.
©katiecoady
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