It's not simple to say but really being honest when I look at myself in the mirror most days I don't recognize me I just dont know
These shoes and this apron this life
Have taken more than I gave 'em and yes
It's not easy to know but really
I'm not anything like I used to be
Although it's true
I was never attention sweet centre and I always
still remember that girl that I used to be
She was imperfect but she tries good but she lied about her feelings
hard on herself became broken but won't ask for help
messy but she's kind
and yes lonely most of the time but she liked it
I was all of this baked up in a beautiful
pie
she is gone but she used to be me
and this girl not what I asked for but you have to know that
Sometimes life just slips in through a back door carves out a person you dont know makes you believe it's all true
and now now I've got you you're not what I asked for and
If I'm being really honest I know I would give it all back
For a chance to start over
And rewrite an ending
For the girl that I knew the girl that I was that girl that got stucked until she remembered to rise from the floor but this girl had been stuck since that first day and cant rise and cant see one more night after this one this girl is also depressed but cant get back up but the girl that I used to now is gone because she got broked and didnt ask for help until she couldn't more and now had become this girl stucked, numb ,paralyzed,broken and depressed.
©evaluna
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