I look at your pictures.
tears swell up my eye.
I feel like dying and being alive at the same time.
torn by the moment you've gave me.
you never leave my eyes.
your smile I ache like it's something precious.
something breakable though I don't want it to break.
I fall every time knowing I lose myself.
knowing I can't leave you behind.
you ache in my soul.
every day after that I think of you.
knowing without you I'd lose all sense of control.
yet I can't have you.
but the want is still there.
wailing.
burning inside me.
I can't escape it.
this infectious glamour.
it's grasp.
just to pull me in.
knowing you're the prettiest thing I ever saw.
knowing I want you so bad the words they shouldn't exist but they do.
knowing at night I dream about you.
knowing at the end of the day I only want you.
©darkmocha
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