Every sacrifice is a suicide,
To give them happiness,
It hurts deep inside,
To give them a smile,
I was a fool,
Used as a tool,
I was controlled
Maybe I'm just a gullible,
Ready to gamble,
To take their attention,
If you are in this situation
At this time you are now in the great depression,
To pass their expectation,
What is the use of suicide,
If I am dying inside,
Creating a fake smile,
I don't know where my destination is,
If I had a second chance,
I'll choose to be alone,
To remove this Mask,
To leave the darkness,
For you to see the sadness,
That's the logic in my loneliness,
It'll remains inside my memory,
As part of my dark History,
I will move forward,
I don't need your sympathy,
I need you to understand me.
©chi
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