I planted seed long ago, in years of murdering seed after seed I came to an understanding this is not ment to be, planted 3 more 12 years ago these three are now 12 10 and 10 marriage lost but the seeds are much stronger away from pain days of sleep torturing their minds trap in a house I slowly started to see yes they are strong but susceptible more for more I'm awkwardly awake teaching them more day to day the seed I planted long ago was a practice tool for me to gain the true meaning of neutering kindness love strength discipline this was needed in the beginning 20 years later I'm not succeeding these three will climb higher then I've ever gone only because of the cancerous brain and misleadings I've learned my own heart is not filled with pain but happiness of that day I planted 3 seeds and tought them not my way but my fathers and mother true healings.
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