before I knew it.
I blew it.
I killed the vibe.
broke down.
let you inside.
little did I know 20 years down the road.
I would be in that horrible spot where I never wanted to be again.
it's awful and its scary.
you are no different.
nothing special.
not elite.
you simply blend in with the rest of bad examples.
you know how you did me.
you still are doing it and I enable you to do it well.
I never thought I would be like this
I must of missed something .
Now what do I say when you turn and go away.
I will not beg you to stay.
If I make you this unhappy.
Please feel free to do what you please.
As the curtain drops..
©number14
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