I speak to the only connection we have left between your grave and my journey
Time echoes louder with memory and emotions
and your ears must be burning like hell
because after every angel has delivered the mail
I'm still telling everyone how great you were
You loved watches. I kept all of them in jewelry boxes
I suppose I should release your soul to rest
but in the middle of the night a soft sure click never stops
It drives me completely mad
how could you keep so many clocks
and not live to see them work
It was hard enough to throw away your shirts
impossible to engineer reasons to move on
I was strong with you
now it is just me
and time
I didn't want another relationship
how selfish I could be
with everything you gave me
my heart a silent explosion
because it was all on me
to carry your legacy
now I am the heart of time
all you ever were I am here
so now moving on is just like those clicks
that's the most living things you left besides me
I will make peace with destiny
one day I won't need to stare into those time pieces
and try to engineer good reasons
because I can trust that full circle is bound and sure
it's a matter of time
love as pure as that click making peace with it
making all of those moments matter as if you are still watching is the real trick
©dpanther
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