In the bitter end I lost my best friend ! Betrayed her trust for some foolish lust ! All this hurt and pain feels like my hearts about to bust ! Long lived relationships turned to dust ! My eyes are raining tears because of all of these fears and the Anxiety of these cherrished fading years ! I'm so depressed because my hearts ripped out and I cut off my ears ! And my heart has not felt pain like this since I was 19 ! The Love left my life faster then lightning ! And its left my heart n brain heavy and explosive like gasoline ! My heart dropped to my stomach near my spleen when I realized my love lost me ! This pain was to costly ! Now my heart has gone cold like frost on the heart of my sleeve ! Wish I could filter out all this confusion like a sieve ! If I could travel back in time you best believe ! So my wife's soul could have some relief from all this pain that's causing us grief ! Not even the toughest man wants this beef ! Because it will leave your heart buried six feet underneath ! If I said im not hurt from the backstabbing of my precious Sunday I would be lying through my teeth ! Please God give our souls some release ! 😭
©demonicly
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