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The Imposter in me

I came back home from drinking partying is my thing I live through the nights with my fake ID.
My name during the day is haley then during the nights Im bella
Im crazy and wild love to dance wear all red dresses wear different wigs I try to be somone Im not thats the way I love to live no one knows the real me.
I have been told that I have a double personality thats what the doctors said in their own professional formality.
I dont know maybe they are right.
I know sometimes the voices around me fight but this is who Iam and I cant change this other person inside of me.
maybe oneday life will set me free.
Ive always been the weird kid at school Im very smart at what I do by days I sleep and nights im awake partying it up I always try to find new guys I can steal from being an Imposter has always been my life.
Its in my DNA to always win this fight the voices in my head tell me I did a good job then other part of me knows its not right Im an Imposter by night and sleep during the day I know I need help but I do like being like this always on a high is what keeps me sane I do beleive I can be better oneday.
colaberated this poem with my mom
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