I'm afraid of the invisible man
I ask why I'm the only one,
he is chasing ,but there is no answer
For I'm lost in the purblindness of my anger
Oh no he is here again,
like flash putting my heart in an everlasting and
critical torture of pain.
He is here, he is there
he is my mind, he is nowhere
His presence I can't seem
to comprehend
but I feel,even in my sleep.
I scream hoping to scare him away for a min
No it makes him happier, his invisible
hands on my chin.
I'm with my friends, to forget him my
ultimate desire.
But he is with me again, his invisible smile
he throws at me burns like fire.
I scream again, my friends looks at me
with perplexity ,I'm running back home
The TV set is on, in my hand is my mug
of hot chocolate ,I'm watching Spongebob.
I'm smiling now, no worries
I feel him again, this feeling no longer foreign.
This time I'm in the pool of my tears
Deep in my heart, so much fears
I'm down on my knees begging him to
leave me alone.
But he is unobliged I pick up my phone
dialing help, but help ain't responding .
It's two months now, the torment is worst
it's like a bad dream I'm lost
in, he's being saying that he is part of me
That he can't go cause he is meant to be
I'm a shadow of my self, my eyeballs are sunk
deeper inside the socket of my eyes
My lean body frame I saw in the mirror,
and I sigh
I know what should be done now
I'm calling him out
Oh! you invisible and wicked me,
the time is now, we are going down
I took out the blade from my drawer,
placed on my wrist and cut.
I feel the pain, my last pain
I know it's worth it, I look at him
and he smirked.
I know I'm free as my vision becomes blur
and my eyelids becomes one with my eyes.
Starlight.
S