Lying here in a comatose state
wondering if this is my fate.
For the first time in a long time I didn't want to die.
So I'm asking the great God " why?"
Why now have I been chosen to free myself.
What must I do to be forgiven of all my doubts.
There's an aching feeling inside telling me it's time to let go.
Even after everything you have said I still love you so.
I'm taking pain on this journey so my heart could be as cold as ice.
loving you had become like naughty or nice.
Where do we go from here to there to everywhere.
I guess I was sent up there to find my equal share.
©terrylin53
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