I think about you.
I dream immensely where my thoughts innocently wander to you.
deeply slumbering between a fantasy that I know is real.
in a day's wake I'm swallowed by immense heat.
a beauty so unfathomable I can't even speak.
but what is a dream?
if I'm not with you.
succumb by the agony of weakness to being weak.
yet I fall every time.
at night the heat of thought of you eats me alive.
yet I dream.
obsessing over erotic things.
obscene things.
knowing to want you is never too much.
just like candy I just can't get enough.
so finger licking good my fingers practically eat themselves.
yet the taste of porcelain is always on my mind.
a fever spreads.
contagious though I never leave you behind.
my hands caressing.
consuming you.
a taste to kill me softly like poison.
something sweeter my lips to get tangled to.
your bodaicous body.
thought intoxicates me that I can have you.
so contagious to the touch.
but so sweet to the kiss.
the want to ravage you again and again.
infatuation sets in.
the heat never dies.
such a soft kiss.
a tender caress.
yet I want it every night.
yet it comes and goes and leaves me like a quiet whisper after a love note.
yet I dream and fantasize.
nothing could be better.
yet I fall in a lovesick abyss.
yet it's never bottomless.
the choice is to fall into you.
and choose to fade.
into black and white.
into chocolate and vanilla.
yet dying for another sweet escape.
knowing without you my heart would just ache.
©darkmocha
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