I ache for you.
but they say love is blind.
but I lost my sight when I decided that you would be mine.
there was a presence about you.
the way you caught my eye.
the way I couldn't stop staring even if I tried.
I wanted you.
I felt such burning inside.
not butterflies.
maybe fireflies.
when I saw you two parts of me aligned.
one felt like fire the other like ice.
do you call it suffering if you fall twice?
knowing you were older than me.
but in my mind I had to have you.
wanting nothing but love.
suddenly I was a dog about you.
crazy enough to die.
foolish enough to fall.
I thought about you over and over again like time doesn't exist at all.
in my dreams you haunt me.
you fucked me.
then vanished.
a love letter.
no call.
you appear another night.
yet I'm not immune to the fall.
when you leave I'm broken.
when you're with me I'm alive.
I can't live without you.
if I do, it feels like I've died a million times.
but my dreams aren't safe unless you are there with me.
in the bed where we never leave.
tasting the bittersweet kiss that seduce me.
wanting it.
yeah wanting it like HD.
where your touch melts me away.
where I can never think that I would leave.
wanting such a kiss.
it probably selfish of me.
till dawn breaks.
and again the sun kisses me as you leave.
©darkmocha
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