Even in death your beauty is drowning
but the sadness of life is not for us anymore.
The last embrace of the martyred,
the last hold you in my arms.
In your eyes I saw pain
from the burden of love.
The game we could never win.
Eyes that meet to say farewell
And linger through the sleepless nights.
A trail of days that end in tears
So I could never be here.
(I'm in a state of absence)
What the night never abandoned
in shallow darkness it dwells.
Now the tears for time,
are all we have together.
The rush of hours that never seem to end
What this life has dealt.
I can't seem to comprehend.
In your comforting arms
I'm crying the last joy of my life.
Never-lasting love
in a hopeful moment.
This mournful roam is ending.
After endless hesitation
you finally kissed me with sadness,
& the memory I will bring with me
In whatever here after follows.
I kissed you into a dreamless sleep.
Open eyes, into tears
of an undeceived world.
Into life for us
for so long unbeknown.
(I'm alone & far from the stars)
©infj-loki
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