I said to myself and promised to my friends that I wouldn't let myself perish from this world
But I am not sure if I could keep it any longer
I know that suicide it's not the way out
I know problem is the way God build us to be more stronger
And I know well that I can carry this as my strengths is more than what I am facing. I know it all, yes I do.
But the world is too harsh on me, I couldn't breathe any longer
I see non but only the darkness surrounding me
I see no more hope in the future
I couldn't step any further, as like my feet been chained.
And I choose to end it even just for temporarily, I couldn't bear it and I'm sorry couldn't keep the promise.
Hope the peace will fill your heart
And blessings will always pour unto you and as for me that's all, its the end.
I'll miss you, I'll see you from afar when you been carried to heaven, and by the time arrives let's say our last goodbye
As for now until then my precious souls.
©firefly
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