Dear Juliet,
I humbly admit my faults, my love,
For causing vexation and a heartfelt shove.
I cannot fathom what stirred your disdain,
But know that I am willing to take the blame.
Regret shadows my every thought and deed,
As I realized the pain that my actions breed.
Selfishness and indiscretions mar my past,
Leaving me with a grim catastrophe to outlast.
I never meant to be a stranger in your life,
And it hurts to see your hazel eyes filled with strife.
Please, don't pretend that everything is alright,
Tell me my mistakes, so I may apologize, contrite.
Though you may not fully comprehend,
In these few days, I've come to comprehend,
That you are truly amazing, my dear,
And losing you is my deepest fear.
I apologize for barging into your world uninvited,
For the dreams shattered, never to be ignited.
My heart is heavy with shame and guilt,
For any pain I caused, my love, to the hilt.
Lastly, I am sorry for the lasting scars I've left,
I never considered the depths of pain and theft.
To see you happy, I'll fade into the unknown,
But before that, a poem for you, my love, I've sown.
May these words express my sincere remorse,
And in your heart, may they find their course.
For I am sorry, my dear Juliet, truly,
In this ghosting, I hope you find happiness, duly.
©Julian
J