I sent myself a letter today.
Reminding myself that if he leaves me, I will be okay.
I wrote it with an eye full of tears.
That was our life built over the years.
In this letter, I told myself that he is not what my whole life is about.
Still writing in self doubt.
I sealed the envelope with my tears.
Wrote all over it, and my image of my red lips appeared.
I sprayed my best bottle of purfume, so he will miss me.
I just want him to know, what he is throwing away.
Before he sets himself free.
I sent myself this letter today.
To remind myself that nobody ever stays.
If i hurt it's because of you.
If i cry, it's because i found out that you weren't being true.
If this letter doesn't come back to me.
It's because you set me free.
©terrylin53
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