I wish I'd never met you.
I guess you can call it fate.
I could have done better without you and your brooding hate.
You shoved it in my face and made me smell what you considered wrong.
I could have done without your judgment all along.
There isn't enough glue to paste back together all the things you break.
You made your choice now live with your fate.
This is the letter I swore to never make.
For years I've been feeling guilty about your heartbreak.
Never thinking for myself it was all a mistake.
Maybe someday we will sort shit out beyond heaven's gates.
Until then it can wait because in this lifetime I've had more than I can take.
©budmac38
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