The light in my eye. It dame and blinking. Try to see the light. My light is covered by clouds. Looking to see where I need to go. It clouds and my with fogging. So it is hard to see what is in front of me. So I am staying still I know where I going. I wonder if this is a sign. Telling me it was not the time. Maybe I second-guess myself. Maybe I have to let go of the past. Because taking chance and the unknown is never easy. I want more in life. To enjoy life. With no fear in my heart. But now my life is in yellow. Go with caution. Don't fail in what you do. The light will guide me. The feeling I get when I write. Is the feeling I want for life. Being free to be more. To be the person I was meant to be. Before you tore my light off. Now I am brain fog. Just like the weather. Full with clouds day. Trying to reach the top of the mountain. Making choices is hard. Because making choices for myself. Writing is my passion. Maybe one day my name and my story will mean something. To be the best without falling. There will judge me. There won't understand me. What to be me. I am a person for wants to be heard. I will always use my writing to be my voice. When I started seeing the light. I know I am on the right track. I ask myself can I be moved and can I do moved? or I will let it pass me by. I could be lying to myself. Not seeing the truth about myself. I just pray it will be a sunnier day. More sun is out. More of me comes out. Wondering if can I make a difference or if I am lying to myself. Someone recognizes me for who I am. What do I call myself? I look at the sky and I ask god to guide me. Use my story and word to help others. To give back. Someone told me that I will never hit the top. That I will never be someone. I will always be a nobody. He looks at me and turns the light off. Still, to this day still trying to put the light back on. Tell them I will keep using my words. To hit my goals. I will be someone big. Because darkness doesn't last forever. The light will shine again in god's time. God will brighten my eye. He is my light.
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