I saw a blue jay today and I almost cried, damn it's been a really long winter.
Watching the snow slowly melt, realizing my heart had almost Frozen too.
It's crazy how the world can make you bitter how fragile am I?
How fragile are we all?
Living in Desolation can really make a scavenger of you,
a Godless person of you.
The sun on my face reminds me of the love I have been without, been unwilling to give,
in fear it won't be returned.
How I miss the freedom of careless days,
my ignorant youth in it's simplicity,
perhaps my right mind was then?
It makes me wonder,
yes knowledge is power,
but perhaps Power against us all.
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