I was sitting.
alone.
drinking
that got me around to thinking
with the bottle still lodged
firmly in my hand.
I found myself reaching...
for the phone...
thinking,
I was going to call you.
Just then I seemed to regain
my sanity
I struggle with myself for a while
You are the ghost
that haunt me.
in my mind I know it is over
in my heart you still
dance like back then.
You were edged into my life
and then with the wind
you changed direction
I was still lost in you
now I am only lost
without you.
The picture of you and me
still hang on the wall
I still somehow wait
upon your
arrival
expecting to wake up finding
you there.
I am lost without you
I still love you
you know that you are not over it
bring your bags
come home.
I can't stand being alone.
©thornheart
T