never trusted anyone nor anything, not even myself,
with just a mere glance,
she can disable any man,
the pleasure it took to realign,
the trouble it cost to redefine,
the fear it raised, the time it stole,
to let you in but not let go,
it's like a kiss couldn't be enough
the darkened hints and sideways smiles,
planted deep into the deeper still
if you were really blessed,
I could see it in your flesh,²3³áw
nobody could compare
what I've sacrificed, what Ive
unselfishly lost and given,
yet it never ends, like ashes
in the wind, you can't pretend
waiting patiently for this life to end.
so go ahead and question the obvious, what it takes and who
it shakes, from consciousness1¹12³⁵⁶⁶6
well all fall short of what's to be
the inner most slaughtered duality of every tick and click
rooted inside our deseased faculties and decaying body and soul.....
©unchman
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