This is not me now
Can you tell me
what am I becoming?
What am I doing to my self?
This is not me
Can you tell me why
I'm self destructing?
How can I live with all this?
I am breaking to pieces!
How long will I lose this war?
I can't take much more
I am losing now
will you help me?
How can I explain this?
How can I justify myself?
I am losing now.
Will you help me?
Cause I can't remember
all that I've lived with for so long
I am breaking to pieces!
No! I can't take any more
Living in spite of this calloused heart
I am the bullet shot from your pistol,
Pointed in the face of the ones I love.
For all the times that it broke me.
Now it's bringing me down!
This is not me now.
What am I becoming?
I'm self-destructing
Breaking to pieces!
How long will I descend?
Now I'm dying the slowest death
The hatred of humankind.
It seeks to kill that
which lives inside.
©infj-loki
A