Time is ticking
My heart is breaking
These tears dried into dust
Mind drowning in complete chaos
My words tied up in knots
Feeling less of who I truly was
They walk through me like air
My presence treated as silence
Slipping further into despair
My hands steadily becomes shakey
Chest so heavy I can hardly breathe
Fears, memories slips into my dreams
The light I hold onto is slowly fading
Keep pushing,keep trying by all means
This unbearable pain is so intoxicating
Soon enough I will truly become completely comfortably numb
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