I make bad decisions and build my life all on lies.
I put my heart out there and in return its beat dies.
Try as I might I'm in love with abuse.
I wish you would hit me so I can bleed out the refuse.
Hurt me with words, I'm in love with the pain.
Grab my soft neck and choke off my main vein.
Pummel my face and pummel my soul.
To be your disgrace seems to be my main goal.
The tears don't begin to even cover the hurt.
My persona is cracked and your will you assert.
I can't see the light or an end to this hell.
You've tore me to pieces and broken my will.
Why do I crawl on my knees back to you?
Oh yeah, that's right, 'cause I love the abuse.
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