ongoing series part two.
Awareness is wide again, but not wide with anxt.
It's as if there were whole other spectrums of emotion that could do it, there were, whole other causes, of the widening, awareness.
The interests of love had indeed influenced the whole process at one point, or for one span of time, throughout the borrowing of my existence from the cosmos, and there were many adventures, there within that spectrum,...
Myriads of spectrums occurred to me at once one day, you may, wonder how the hell this happened, or how I could possibly articulate this, from beneath all the decades of social programming and all the things my being had been influenced by, the shrouds of different unknowingnesses, that humanity is supposed to fear, in order for the upper eschelons, to maintain power, and order, the final say, in just how somnambulant we the people had to be and become, was becoming a more and more potent idea to them, they needed a subservient population, a group of unquestionably loyal and obedient subjects, and merely pitting each group against another, culturally and racially, wasn't getting the job done anymore.
Desire, was the only other thing besides fear, that was accepted, as a motivational construct, no one could seem to get outside of those two things, that particular yin yang dynamic, that those two things represented, love and fear, fear and love, and nobody wanted to think that deeply about either thing because where would be the mystery?!! And, why would I be thinking that much about something, that wasn't love?!
The answer simply, is that there is just more to life, (mister Lennon) than love! Yes we all need it, but that's not all!
There WERE, ranges of visual aids which many tribes had discovered to accomplish this widening, and many individuals had not the capacity nor the fortitude to attend much less absorb these concepts, for others it was just another grand adventure, only this one, was from within the self, to find the self, one was supposed to be and or become.
The story of the outward adventure, coming into ones inner and truer self, is the thing id like to use as a conveyance, to brief you all on, I mean nevermind that I COULD claim ignorance on anything but my own interests here but, I think we all know, damned good and well, that if humanity doesn't get it's act together, and fast, and relearn empathy, and how to process and contain it differently, that we're all done for, the narrowing thread, that the species homo sapiens currently hangs from, is in the balance, more accurately in the balance sheets, of those oil and pharmacon and Tech Goliath corporations, except the oil and pharmacoms, were still enjoying the majority of the spans of currently popular attention, and oh sure, the tech newbies had begun to have influence too but, oil, had to stay at the top of the pile, and for that to happen, everyone who used it, had to be or become, confused, or distracted, just long enough, the attention spans, needed to become much narrower, if the interests of those carbon monoxide belchers, were to expand, to the extents that the current oligarchy required, they WERE displaying that they wanted to help get to mars, but the real truths were far far different than that, oil magnates from around the globe had already conceded, together in private, behind even davos' curtains, that all the world's provinces, however divided they were openly, were grouped together, in an undisclosed array, drawn on a map, according to the interests, of all those oil interests, meaning they never let anyone see the lines they had drawn, because the corporations below them, had to adhere, to even become, corporations, yes, the hazing began there!
Now let's fall, pan the camera down, those ninety eight thousand leagues, down through that mile of carbon monoxide haze that hangs over everything in sight, to the street level, at one of the local filters and oxygen shops that one might survive just long enough to get to, should they decide to leave their houses one casual spring morning.
The widening awareness of the internet, and the narrowing thread, we as a species all hang from, yes, it is a reality, yes, our lives are at one end of this thread, yes, the corporations hold one end OF that thread, and yes, we are at the other end! We should be screaming! Outrage! At the powers that be! But we're not even allowed to know who they are! Black rock? Davos'? Oil? Pharma? Walmart? Taco Bell? Yes, all those survived the great flushing of the early twenty first, even one fast food conglomerate, had managed to merge, with the founding corporation, by that time McDonald's had already been absorbed into the Taco Bell magnate, poor Ronald, and even that, was a millionaires luxury, caviar was, an order of fries with a crunch wrap supreme, and cost a mere five hundred credits, which, in the currency exchange terms of the day, roughly meant, that a Bentley could be purchased, with the actual dollar amount, over one year, of that order, meaning a credit was roughly a penny, but advertised to the public, as a dollars worth, of that new digital currency.
I mean to convey, that this crypto currency that's so popular today, IS going to implement as the standard, and somebody is going to advertise that THEIR crypto has become attached to the dollar, meaning that instead of a gold standard, available for exchange, there will be a cryptocurrency standard, available for exchange. The top elites will have by then hoarded all the gold, and other precious metals, into their own private markets, it will have become a caste system, that if you were not born, into one of those families, which had established those valuations, and set those standards, that you could not, even entertain the notion, of ever becoming, an above-it-all.
They were the educated, THEY had the privilege, THEY were the ones, who set us all on the dividing lines of, racial privilege, or sexist privilege, economical privilege however, was what's become known as a, curse phrase, because they didn't want you to think that deeply for yourself, they wanted you angry at something, or fearful of something, because they'd become aware of their feeble bumbling of the economy, but certainly couldn't advertise it that way, someone, from way way back, in the first histories of economic knowledge, had discovered, that capitalism would eventually recycle, and cannibalize itself, by its very own design, by the very nature of supply and demand, thermodynamics explained it as well, potential, became fuel, became work, became result.
Entropy, Energy, Stagnation, Decay, zero point, all the ideas we'd collectively come up with, and were able to forward into society, REGARDING survival, REGARDING environment, and REAGARDING our continuation as a species, were ultimately disregarded, and discarded, swept under rugs made of green paper, with golden fringes and tassels, laid upon floors of diamond, and carbon, inside mahogany walls, covered in bricks of emerald and silver, mortared with the bonemeal of those enslaved into building this contraption, this kingdom, and all those serfs, who'd truly believed, only the things the politicians were saying, and none of what their opinions would or could provide, as answers, all of them perished, sadly, but, they went as they'd come, completely asleep, and never awake, not completely anyways, but, the defiant of us, who allowed themselves to think for themselves, we survived! BECAUSE we questioned the world around us, BECAUSE we nurtured our contemporaries, BECAUSE we were patient with ourselves, enough to realize that not everyone thought the same, and from that thousand years interval of freedom, between this time and the time that YOU live in, the holy diver became the last in line, because that's all you cared about, was being there for your afterlives! Just the way the powers that had been had wanted, the whole entire time!
I tried, time and time again, to establish a Renaissance, to possibly cancel, that apocalypse, that had been so forewarned of, that it had become an addiction, I get it, your knowledge of the end motivates you, to stay here, in the now, but when had that gotten confused with, your status on Facebook? or the value of the number of views on YouTube, or Insta? or whatever currency you deemed your attention worthy of, I couldn't have warned you quickly enough, there were too many of you, I had to assume that some of you would think for yourselves, not ALL of you would guise yourselves so easily within our constructs, but alas there were the no-techs also, that realized, the mergence of humanity into technology, would create a new wave of realization, that, we had to begin to treating each other a different way, to be brave enough to trust that others thought differently, that indeed differing opinions, were not crimes.
I'd just gotten my morning started, I was waiting at the train station for my express,
©danjor
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