Hey...it's me, Naiauna...
Well at least it's the new me
I just wanted to see how you were holding up, ya know...with the whole break up situation
Oh wait...that's what the old Naiauna would've wanted to know...
She also would've wanted to know if you still have feelings for her...at least just a little
She would've came back running top speedif you contacted her...
She would've blocked you then unblocked you...ya know, just in case you texted her
She wouldn't have been able for you to wait because in her eyes you're stubborn as hell
She would've told you how much she misses you and how she can't live without you
She would've fell for your tricks and mind games
She would've even taken the fault for your actions and disloyalty...
But...
You see the new Naiauna is much different from her
You see the new Naiauna wouldn't even remember you
She wouldn't trust a word that spills from your mouth
She wouldn't want to know how you've been doing
She wouldn't care if you still cared for her
She wouldn't answer your questions
She wouldn't want to talk to you
She wouldn't unblock you
You see...that's the difference between the new Naiauna and the old Naiauna...
One is able to let go...
One is able to move on...
One is able to forget...
One is able to forgive...
One is able to ignore...
One is able to protect herself...
One knows the difference between like and love...
One knows how to trust the right person...
One knows her own worth...
One is able to love...
But...
The other is not able to trust...
The other is not able to forgive so easily...
The other is not able to ignore...
The other does not know the difference between love and like...
The other isn't able to love...
The other doesn't know her own worth...
The other is afraid to be alone so she puts her trust in everyone...
The other can not forget so easily...
The other can't move on...
The other isn't able to protect herself from her enemies...
The other gets scared easily...
The other doesn't like too much attention...
The other never speaks her mind...
The other isn't able to Express her feelings...
Now can you guess which girl is which...
Most if you probably said the the girl who could do all of those things was the new girl...
But that's where you're wrong...
You see the new girl changed after her heart was broken...
She became fragile...
She became scared...
She became paranoid...
She became distant from everyone...
She became scarred...
Then she started to change into the girl who wasn't able to do all of those things...
That girl is me...
The End...
©lil_jann
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