I turn to look up at the night sky
as the rain slowly falls from the dark cloud
it hits my eyes as tears start to fall
I start to remember my past the good days when I lived In peace and harmony but that exists no longer
all I can see now are the rotting corpses of those who ran
for peace but never made their destination
I remember days with those who I loved
days when I could smile not grieve
but it seems as if grief is my smile
I look up on the night sky
and hope for all this suffering to end
I want the life that I used to have back
it seems as if I can't have that no more
everyone perished and faded into dust
those memories have now turned black
I lay on the top bunk bed
as I wait for my death to come slowly
I feel my body give up the fight for survival
I see the light of death
my time has come but why should I care
life is worthless now
I lost everything in my life
I lost those who made me smile
so what's the point of even living anymore
there is no point even if I managed to live
I would have no one to love or smile with
life after losing your loved ones is not worth it
©blackraven
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