I felt pain when I kept ignoring you 😔
Knowing that I love you but i kept ignoring you😔
I kept hurting my love for us
Everyday you showed up I could hide but your words when you were asking my friends
I cherished them
Knowing that there is someone who love me and that was enough for me😊
But... now🥺
Now i have allowed you to enter and taste the love i have for you
Now all I am surrounded with when am with you is pain 🥲
Pain has jutted my smile
It has curved my life into envy person perhaps I was right back then 😕
Perhaps you should be the way you are without me😓
Those tears you shade alongside my door
Your consecutive calls like stalker
Now I ate things thinking your cheating me
Now I walk thinking your embracing another woman/man
The pain
It keep adding up
Making me red hot
And scary being
We can work out this together
If I denied you to the point that you could think your useless
Then am sorry
Am sorry😭😭😭
©lusungu
L