She live in a toxic home,
Every day when she wakes up,
She always questions herself,
Why am I alive?
Why was I born?
Always thinking about her past,
Always feeling like a burden,
All she wanted was to die,
Tried suicide but never succeeded,
She always smiled,
But never got true happiness,
All she felt was fear,
Confused, sadness,
sorrow, betrayal.
All she wanted was for the feeling to disappear.
She couldn't bare the pain anymore,
All she wished was to stop the pain,
She felt tortured,
She felt like being stabbed,
Again and Again,
Non-stop,
All she could do was fake a smile during the torture,
To prove she is strong,
To avoid people feeling sorry for her,
All that could come in her mind is to die for the pain to stop,
But thought about people who love her
©natasha14
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