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THE PAIN IN MY EYE

MY DISCRIPTION
IT APPEARS TO THE EYE ONLY HOW THEY SEE IT IN THEY EYE...THEY'LL NEVER GET ME SHIT I PROLLY NEVER GET ME NEITHER...IM TRYNA BECOME THE WOMAN IM MEANT,SHIT IM TRYNA DO BETTER...NEVER EVEN TRIED LOOKING AT IT THREW MY EYE BUT CAN JUDGE LIKE YO SHIT RIGHT...IM WRITTING THIS CAUSE IM TIRED OF BEING DEPRESSED AT NIGHT,VOICES IN MY HEAD TELLING ME DONT CRY ITS ALLRIGHT...THE WORLD LOOKS AT U HOW THEY WANT TO SO I TOLD MYSELF DONT TRIP JUST DO U...I AINT GON LIE IM REALLY HURT INSIDE REALLY TORN APART AND I CANT FIGURE WHY...MY EMOTIONS I HAVE INSIDE I PUT ON MY DISGUISE AND BECOME IN WAR WITH MY PRIDE TEARY EYED AND I AINT EVEN CRY...TALK LIKE U KNOW ME BUT NEVER EVEN TRIED...I HOLD SO MUCH INSIDE...NOBODY IS EXPECTED TO DO ANYTHING FOR ANYBODY ELSE...SO IMMA JUST DO EVERYTHING MYSELF...(I CAN SEE THE LIGHT)( I CAN DO IT)I CAN BE ME IM GON BE ALRIGHT...AT THE END OF THIS JOURNEY THEN I DIE....MAYBE IT WAS ONE PERSON THAT WAS TEMPTED TO LOOK ME IN MY EYE...MY BATTLES WITHIN ME SCARED TO DIE AND SCARED TO BE ALIVE...IM LEARNING TO EXCEPT ME NO MORE GLARE,BO MORE PAIN,NO MORE TEARS IN MY EYE...EITHER WAY IT FALLS BACK ON ME EITHER WAY IT CRIES...
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