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The pain wins today

I wake up to a dark weight like im an animal  being used as bait.
I feel you, your here but I can't see you except a glare, a darkness, a fear.
How are you so powerful?
how can you take my time, my days, my years?
I question but nothing comes out.
I lay there life drained from me,tears stream my face, a monster called pain is sitting on my back sliding its evil hands around my  neck, pushing my head into the dark pillow of gloom.
  I reach for help but you can't hear me.
I fight like hell.
I see a light.
its so far away I hear the word strength but pain whispers not today I win.
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