I had something so great, I was so invested, I was head over heels. And you ripped out my heart because your actions you took course with where so reckless...
So weak I was, I was torturing myself day in day out over something I couldn't control. from your spiteful ways, I am so frightened to love again, I'm deeply terrified that I'm not gonna be good enough for a girl I'm so in love as you destroyed me.
I fall silent in the times I shouldn't, I always say she can do better than me, I fear that I can't trust another soul due to the hurt you have installed within me.
I am, still mending to this day. Yet you killed so much of me off I can't be who I was for you to anyone else. And for that, I am not worthy.
©danmcb
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