This is that phase of my life where I'm silently moving away from those once I admired the most the phase where I've stopped explaining others my emotions the phase where I'm feeling complete feelingless where I'm getting trained to fake words to fake smiles to fake love just coz I can't explain anything to anyone where my signs are silently fading away silently where the sun of my world is setting down slowly where I'm getting drowned in my own thoughts silently where my eyes are venting more than my lips where darkness is becoming my comfort still where I'm in quest of the thing I always crave for where I'm surrounded by smoke not able to find a way where my heart prickles with fears silently where my soul mourns where my mind is baffled in the shackles of my thoughts getting mirages of the dreams I desired the most the phase where I've lost my soul my mind my beauty my voice.. my true identity slowly where my feelings are getting trapped, my emotions bottled and my voice complete sealed where I'm smiling from outside but from inside I'm just killed just in that phase of my life where I'm in quest of reasons to breathe
To breathe? for 'not to live', but just in order to 'SURVIVE'.
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