the rainbow bridge.
just yesterday I thought I was holding you in my arms
I thought you were okay,
you seemed okay.
but 11 months ago
you left me and flew high into the sky
not knowing you wouldn't see us again.
you crossed over the rainbow and left me.
every tear I shed
every time my heart beats
I sit here wishing eleven months ago you didn't,
pass away.
wishing I wasn't sobbing and you were right here next to me.
eleven months ago you breathed your very last breath
and you were scared
and confused why we were all so sad
but Bella, we didn't want you to hurt anymore.
we loved you so dearly and cared for you so much,
we did it for you.
but when I realize that was the last breath you took,
it's like a dagger to the heart.
part of me died with you that day,
a part of me I will never get back,
you took that with you
when you crossed the rainbow bridge.
because eleven months ago your table disappeared from in-between our living and dining room and I won't forget the rush of sadness that came over me the second my feet touched the cold tile and realized it was all gone, every trace of you.
all we had was your collar.
i love you and I'll see you when I cross the rainbow bridge.