the reason

my heart is a sensitive place,I feel like it's always getting hurt, no matter how much I protect it it still feels the hurt, pain, sorrow, and grief just a man with questions that have already been answered but still I ask, darkness, emptiness, the fear of being lonely, sadness, I smile being fake, the pain is to much, would it better to end it so I could feel no pain,when I awake I hope to see the reason.