The Regret of a Lifetime.

If I could have gone another direction, if I could somehow turn back time.

I would not have kept my mouth shut, I would have somehow made you mine.

But sitting in this church here, seeing the way he stares so loving toward you.

Shatters my heart into pieces, and turns every piece into shades of black and blue.

I should have stayed in school.
I should not have left for the war.
I wish I could take it all back.
To the times we had once before.

But wishing changes nothing.
No amount of hope can bring you back.
I hope you'll find in him something.
So much more than I have to lack.

Now with the vows being spoken.
I almost get a sense of dejavu.
Even more now, my hearts broken.
When you say those words "I do".
©jarnmarr