I release you
I release you from my thoughts
from my manipulative games I don't even see
I release you from the past, the present
and most importantly the future
you are free to love me, or someone else
you may go wherever you please with no questions asked
I've spent too many days and nights killing myself
begging you to see my hurt
wanting you to put me back together
I don't hate you,
I think I love you
but I'm not really sure
it's become too dangerous to ponder that anyway.
you are free now
I have turned every stone over
tried every possible path
our love is out of my control
I release you....
---but please don't go
©hernamewas
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