I feel sick
Inside my head
Inside my soul
My heart feels like an overwhelming bowl
With acid seeping through all of its cracks
As i try to keep from shattering
My brain begins to melt as if anything i could’ve thought to help me
Is escaping
Between my lips in helpless whispers and quiet sobs
And as the bowl chips away
My body wrenches in endless pain
And uncontrollable shaking
Because I cannot admit
I am falling to pieces
Underneath my fingertips
Which continue to move as if writing will cease my insanity
Instead my pen speeds up and tries hopelessly to take this sick blank feeling from inside my gut
©katherine
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