my heart is breaking.
just splitting in two.
no stitches.
no bandaid.
just this romanticized thought of you.
the thought of you would never hurt me.
my heart just bleeding as I plead with you.
wanting warmth.
instead of the cold shoulder.
now I'm awake at midnight just thinking about you.
thinking of the kiss you never gave.
the touch that used to be my escape.
wanting you was a drug.
now it leaves such a bitter taste.
you hurt me.
yeah it cuts deep like a knife.
piercing my flesh.
corroding me.
such a lonely ache.
yet it hurts to dream.
to just close my eyes.
dig my grave.
bury me in it.
cuz our love can't come back this time.
you had me like cancer.
you latched onto my soul.
I felt the break.
it shattered like glass.
yet I couldn't forget about you.
I wanted forever.
I guess forever is overdue.
so how do I just stop loving you?
when my mind wears you like a tattoo.
scarred and bare.
it's always with you.
wanting this pain to end.
just crying and sipping on some wine to forget you.
so I sat down in the dark just to write a tragedy to feel.
wanting to cut.
but I know this pain is real.
knowing I loved you.
but you hurting me sealed the deal.
not even my crush hurt me like this.
you just went in for the kill.
makes me wonder was what we had even really real?!
©darkmocha
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