I knew not of love.
Not till December.
This day,
i remember started absent thought.
Absent even the ability to walk.
For,
as my eyes sought out yours,
I was released from the dark.
Upon such a release,
I begin to float.
To move towards this light I've never seen before.
And,
once I reached it,
you became all I could ever know.
Such a moment seems endless.
For,
I've yet to truly stand.
Yet,
to truly think.
Yet,
to see.
For,
I am blinded by the light you claim.
The energy that radiates from your very being.
Its been years since December.
Since that moment my mind shall forever remember.
Since I saw love.
Felt,
it's shiver.
Each day I wake,
im reminded by your whisper.
Reminded that there sits no moment in which I shall not need you.
Not need to hear your voice.
Not need to comprehend your existence as to know what you truly want.
Not need to love.
Not need to hold.
Time seems an illusion.
As if your essences shall forever keep me ensnared.
Captivated deeply by the complexity you wield.
To speak absent,
a leash.
To be absent,
a need.
To comprehend,
time.
To comprehend,
simplicity.
Such beauty shall tether my soul to that of a mate.
Shall seek such an existence never to change.
Never to cease existing in such a way.
I've come to know love,
only in your eye's.
For,
within them I've seen the sunrise.
Watched as you held our daughter for the first time.
And,
through such an action was compelled to cry.
To see life.
A life you created.
To know this moment shall forever change us.
To want,
no need,
to change with.
Quite intense,
to need.
To feel freedom through attachment.
To exist tethered to selfless action.
For,
my actions are for you as yours are for me.
For,
we exist tethered to that of,
we.
An endless story.
©lamarcus12
L