Its a struggle to smile .
Its a struggle to even get excited.
Its a struggle to even want to be apart of anything.
Its a struggle to want to look at the tv
The window shades are drawn so nobody sees me go through this struggle.
They would be puzzled.
The unnecessary comments that would soon follow.
I am in a place where its even hard for me to swallow.
I will continue to struggle through this struggle.
Find another recipe to reframe me from this trouble of stuggles.
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