the sun

And right there on the beach, you told me you could never love someone like me. someone who acts the way I do, someone so full of blue. someone who doesn’t understand how to see, and I guess right there I convinced myself not even I loved me. Somehow the sand under me got cold, all I ever feared was not having control, and there I lost it, right there on the shore. My serotonin ran out it’s not like I wanted it anymore. the sun was so cruel.