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the tears she cried

tears burning in her blue eyes.
black mascara drowned out her Rosy red cheeks as she soaked a pillow over and over again.
her black lipstick started to smear the taste familiar on her Rosy pink pretty pouty lips.
as the loneliness was killing her.
she waited on my call every night, and every night her ice cold tears burned like a river.
trying to scream.
to let the words to bleed into existence but only one word pierced her aching heart.
Love.
and I was the only antidote the only remedy she needed.
my kiss my body was the only love potion that had her heart warm yet chilled like ice.
the sensation made her whole.
the tears she cried would never die as long as I wasn't there.
the thought of my dark chocolate arms holding her tight was too great.
as she wanted to wail like a banshee.
as her heart felt heavy cuz of the constant ache that squeezed the life out of her.
the love like a anaconda squeezing his prey.
she trying to scream into her pillow.
the vibrant sounds only felt like a fire, a fire that needed me like a drug.
the cold of her bedsheets only haunted her.
as she dried her eyes with her blonde long hair as her fingers caress her angelic still perfect porcelain soft face as her phone dinged to her like a song.
it's a love song.
as she picked up the phone as she saw my text.
sorry I know you missed me.
her heart sunk.
she couldn't believe I still wanted more.
I still want her.
yet all the tears in the world felt useless.
as she fell again.
taking a chance again.
knowing she only wanted me as her man.
her perfume lingering dead on her pillow as she wishes she was sniffing my cologne.
as she laid there staring at my pictures as her heart beat sped up.
for loving me was sweet torture to her but she loved the sweet infliction.
©darkdeity