While i sit back and watch you smile
Watch you laugh
And you reminisce on all the things you coulda had
But you ended up with me as a best friend
And you ended up as my parents
Unfortunately you ended up as my sibling
And i say all these things
Not because I hate you but you me
And I know you want me gone just say it
Because without me you would be happy
Would be cared for
I'm just a problem
That no one seems to want
No I'm just a problem everyone seems to have
One of those problems that if you don't care for seems to get worse
I'm a waste of money
A waste of air
Waste of space
And a waste of love
I'll never be assured so I'll always ask twice
And when you tell me again I still won't believe it
Because trust me i know how unwanted I am
I know that your using me to become closer to the people around me
And I know in a waste of worrying
A waste of caring
A waste of text
A waste of trying
Because honestly i just feel like crying
Like dying
Like flying
But instead in
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Into a pit of depression
©mambie
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