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The traffic light 🚦of my life.

This traffic light 🚦inside my head
is always green and never red.
My thoughts,my dreams, and all my fears ,
They all spend past my listening ears.

I close my eyes to block it out,
But inside my heart❤ they ruch about .
I take a breath slow it down ,
But upon my face appears a frown.
My heart ❤ beats fast.
But my breathing slows .
I breath in life,
Then out it goes.
My body's numb,
Yet I feel🤦‍♂️ my tears 😭.
I've lost count of days 😞,
The months, and the years.
This traffic 🚦light
Inside my heart ❤
I'm scared of the day
When it turns red.🛑
©neymar