every day in everyway I wanted to be loved by you, and everyone around wanted it from you too,
I thought of everything I could to prove that I deserved, the most amazing heart I've ever found and even to me it felt absurd, hours and hours at a time I would think of ways to fame , fame being that heart you have and to show you what you've gained, I would think outside the box, the things no one would ever do, I left absolutely nothing unturned to show my love for you, anything anytime no matter what the cost I didn't care what I went through it was worth all that's lost, the time that I have been with you I could never put a price for I have gotten what he gave away with more importance of his pride, I cant express how sad that made me feel during all those nights when trying to comfort the one I loved and needing to say what's right, it's so difficult more than any will understand to tell someone your in love with that she could try with him again, but when she said it will not be that is in my past but my heart is pained in such a way a long time it could last, I continued all the ways of love to this beautiful heart of gold who was left with such a mess by a man that left it cold, we would look up in the sky laying there up on the hill and I have never felt so right with her laying there beside me such a beautiful sight I turned to her one evening, do you see all those stars above, as she looked I said there's one up there I named after you my love, the showing look of disbelief told me it was no error and this beautiful heart broken woman would see how much I care, but painful nights and memories of bad decisions and acts of grief has drowned out all the good we've had so much I cannot sleep, but of all these things I have done to her and she has done to me there will never be another that could ever complete my dream, she is all I want and if she's all I got I'm ok she makes my life have meaning in every single way, I hope our story can continue so when we tell it as it's penned it doesn't ever split of two hearts that would not end
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