I walk through a dark tunnel. I am just looking for the light—some happiness in my life. Being in the dark is too long. I am just hoping that one day that the light will stay on. So I can find my way there. I want to shine like a shooting star. But someone overturns the light. So I get lost in myself. I find myself in my writing. The only way I can express myself. But the light never stays on. So my feelings change. One minute I feel myself, and another, I don't. I show be thinking of living a Survivor life. But darkness keeps bringing me back to those dark days. The past has me trapped in myself—scared of the unknown. Hoping tomorrow will be a better day. I am trying to make time for myself. So I can focus on my feelings. So I can write with my heart. Not a broken heart. I see the light when I write because I can let my feeling down. Writing is my voice when I don't express my emotion. It is a piece of me that I keep inside. I keep it close to my heart. Because I want to be myself, I must learn to love myself again because my past took me to a dark place. Now I am trying to live a salvation life. Not a victim. I will have to keep walking forward. I hope I see the light at the end of tuning. I won't go back to those dark days. My writing will guide me there with one book as of time. To make natively positive things. Just by telling my story. Help someone to find their light—no one to walk alone.
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