Ugly, my reflection disgust me.
I hate everything about me.
It's not often I fix myself up.
Afraid of rejection, I isolate in a bedroom.
Always wondering what if's.
I'm always feeling like shit.
Every little thing is a trigger.
All my thoughts are distorted.
Confused, lost, and hurt.
At times I feel like I dont belong on this earth.
Maybe I'm better off 6ft. down in the dirt.
©mamacita
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